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Monday, July 26, 2010

烦恼 。选择



真的真得很不喜欢做出抉择
因为我是一个没主见的女生。

到底应不应该放弃?
还是一直坚持下去?
放弃
只是在逃避问题?
坚持
我还会快乐吗?
好多好多个问号
加入还是退出?
我真得很喜欢,也很不想放弃
可是你们就像一个大家庭
而我由始至终都只是一个局外人
曾几何时, 我才能成为着大家庭的一分子呢?


         我以为自己可以不在乎
却发现自己办不到



越是假装不在乎
其实心里真得很在乎.....







希望自己可变得果断一些
不要总是婆婆妈妈、优柔寡断...
可以不要顾虑那么多
可以不要担心那么多
就 勇敢地一直向前走
只要开心就好

走错了大不了就回头 或 停下来

告诉自己只要开心就好!

my online journal -the 1st outing

Went out with the college frenz for the 1st time!!
venue : wangsa walk
date   : 23 / 7 / 2010
activities : watch movie *ECLIPSE*


in wangsa walk   
13 flowers
while eating
well, it's quite fun hanging out with them....
hope there is always another NEXT time!

 

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

朋友祝你快乐

接到你的来电,
原本还以为你又来找我哈拉....
电话里头安静的声音,
接着的哭泣
让我一时之间无法言语...


你可曾知道?
我最害怕接到你哭泣的来电.....
你可曾知道?
你每一次的掉泪
让我好心疼....


多愁善感的你总爱胡思乱想.
但我更愿意
你向我倾诉你所有的烦恼
至少在你伤心失望时有我陪你


你说,
安慰以个人最好的方式
是默默聆听
而我
随时都愿意当你的聆听者....


记得,
遇到烦恼时,
    我永远在你的身边....


无论,
发生什么事
    别忘了还有我这个老友
         随时可以出借我的肩膀!!






朋友,
但愿你们都幸福快乐......

Monday, July 19, 2010

my online journal 3

well, really got to be careful on school,
recently, i on my facebook, there is a lots of pictures tagged me...
should i be glad for that?
no...i don't think so....
coz those pictures really embarrassing...
i can't remove tag as it's so obvious tat the human in the pics was me!
so wat i can do is juz sighed!

tis weekend, i read some novels to fill up my leisure time.....
and trying to improves my english...
well, those book are interesting
except one of it tat about murdering made me felt sick!

juz now read csc blog, she went out wif xy n kuman
seem there hav a lots of fun...
the laz time i went shopping wif them was really a long time ago
coz normally g18 will juz hav some small gathering in restaurant or their houses....
hope that we can hang out together next time...
but the next time i referring to is an unknown
coz i think i will keep busy with exam and assignments till sept the holiday

at last, i want to apologize to LOW PEK KEE sincerely...
i knew that i was wrong tat day by tricking and fooling u with ur bottle
i m sorry!!!
while i m having fun, i totally forgot ur sorrow and anxiety....
although it juz a harmless joke or trick
but when i put myself in ur situation andur feeling.
it made me realize that i shouldn't doing this silly act again
coz i don't want ppl treat me like tis too...

一个无心的恶作剧,
一个无伤大雅的玩笑,
或许会在无意间伤了别人

把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上
会不会太自私?

在作弄别人前
或许该想想,
别人若这样对你
自己会有什么感受...

感谢上天,
感谢我的朋友们
让我觉悟 让我反省...

愿你们都快乐!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

my online journal 2

finally the he presentaton is over.....
v really put a lot of effort in doing the whole presentation....
bt teacher juz said '' memuaskan"
so, v got a bit disapponted....
luckily all our classmates support us and give positive comments....
thx.....
*pls don't put the he photo on facebook*

in the pingpong class,
tis week we do learnt a lot of pingpong skill
our kit kat captain absent...
and at first nobody volunteered to do warming up
so v have beem punnish to jog around spot complex two more round
btw, aiyo.. pls stop calling me forest!

yesterday, i juz wear a pair of new shoe to college
but i never think before that this shoe can raise so much attention
if i know that, i would never wear it again....
some of them call it
-peanut butter
-sm shoe
-GAGA shoe and so on....
before the class start until the class end, the topic about tis shoe never end!
GOSH !

and also the lightning earings....
some call me thndergirl,
some said i m percy jackson who steal the lightning bolt.....
lol....

i thought all these stuffs are special but really they created a lot of unexpected attention that i wouldn't want !

tis week really a embarassing and funny week....
well, everyone laughs a lot...
including me...
as long as everyone stay hapi, it's enough!

hope my sis and others who are sick can recover soon.... blessing u all!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

my online journal 1

long time din update my blog ady....
lazy + busy

laz weekeng went out wif G18,
the steamboat really delicious.....
i love eating steamboat wif them.....
i got a feeling tat all of us are connected by the steamboat....(actually is the food in the steamboat)
it is fun to hang out wif them.....
really miss them a lot (except for tan00 and pipi)

dear frenz, maybe our distance is getting far, but our frenzship is always being there....
hope tat all of us can stay hapi....
maybe recently there are a lot of exams, assignments, courseworks, but still hope tat u guys can relax....
dun make urself stress! lets gambateh together!

forgot to mention 1 thg, our G18 member became more n more leng lui ady......

hav fun in chinese society wif xy....
the killer game realy exciting....
i love the deate claz so much
but i think i gonna be more concentrate on my study....
so stat fr nex week, i won't **** claz  due to the unexpected incident
so, i will be late to the debate claz
really hope tat the time for debate claz can chg
coz i'd really wanna join it!

finally, our role play is over....
v have pratice for a long time, but still minor eror occured when the real role play start.....
pek kee n 00,
nvm...v have tried our best.....
our classmate really creative, almost everyone doing same title
but all the ways of present this common title is unique and humourous
hope erveryone can score high marks.....

nowadays in our class is very dangerous....
all ppl is trying to take photo....
especially when u r doing some kind of ugly action....really embarrassing
omg.....v shud be careful....

Saturday, July 3, 2010

i pass my driving test but my hp spoilt

Shud i hapi or sad nw?
i wonder....


lets talk about the driving test.
tat day i was really really nervous...
i kept thinking somethg negative, and kept thinking many possibility, ''if i....''
and my frenz tat took driving test on the same day describe it until i felt scary,
i was really nt so confident after listen to them since i didn't 'pao' on the road....
i juz wan to pass this test wif my ability n skill,
i dun wan to let those who r nt suppose to take tis kind of dirty money take it, 
they shud be fair n justice!!


for the stroke, many ppl passed bt stil some ppl failed with unknown reasons
tis make me felt worry, but i kept telling myself i can do it juz like wat i did during the pratice!
then, finally my turn, i slowly drove up but mayb i brek too fast, so the examiner gave me another chance
well, i told myself tis time i muz do it ang i really did it perfectly!
the car stopped at the yellow line and i successfully drove down the stroke....
then, i felt more relaxed
for the parking and 3 point turn, i did with my usual way tat taught by my uncle...
Luckily, i passed three of tis test....and i passed tis section...
Thx God!


the weather on tat day was really weird....
sometimes the sun seem like wanna burned the land, and the next second it rained....
for my on the road test, it was raining heavily.....
i was so lucky tat the young examiner was a really great guy!
sometimes i made mistake, he taught me and the most important he was not like those examiners that will tried to interrupt u when they know u din ''pao'' (described by my frenz)....
i wonder, maybe tat day was a rainy day, and it was really difficult to drive, so the examiner let me passed,
well, i dunno....but i really wanna say thx to the fair examiner tat day....


at last, i wanna say thx to
- GOD
- my parents
- my driving uncle (although he always seem like wanna tipu my $$ according to my fren said)
- all my frens tat wish me and bless me!
- and all the examiners tat day

Bcoz of u guys, i gained confidence and luck to pass my test!

yeah, finally i can drive!

at here, wanna wish pek kee and all other frenz pass their drining test! guD luCks !!




actually, i wanna upload some of my driving picture,
but, unfortunately my hp spoilt....
pity pity....
all the keypad can't move...
i juz bought it for 3 month 
y it spoilt so early since my frenz had use tis model for almost 1 year and still in good term....
who cn tell me y??
is it tis careless owner accidentally dropped it few times?
or is it i used it too much and pressed the keypad too much?
without it, i dun feel right...
feeling really uncomfortable!
now, i realize it is how much important in my life....


forgot to add on, the hp shop really provided gud service....
they even offered me a spare hp to use during the hp being sent to repair....
bt, they also told me,
mayb those contacts that nt saved in memory card will gone
well, i still can get them back....
wat about the message in hp??
i can't get them back....
tat was a lots of memories inside and nw they are going to lost!
damn sad!


或许吧,
有些东西、有些记忆
本就应该删掉...
就算有多不舍得,
该失去的终究会失去
该离开的终究无法挽回....


hope my hp can recover soon !! i really really need it ! i swear, i will take gud care of it!
dear hp, dun punish ur owner again.....